thoughts.

So people ask who are you dating?
I sometimes can't explain to people whats up.
But basically Im not the kind of girl who likes
to be all lovey dovey and kissing and hugging.
Yea most girls like the security of a relationship
but guess I'm not most girls. haha
I have never been in love before
I do say I love you to people but usually when I
say it, it's to friends who I actually care about.
I think I don't wanna be held down, but nothing.
So Ive said that If I were to get married and have
like 2 kids, and a 9 to 5 job I would be bored.
I love kids but I fear that I might neglect them.
I don't know what's in store for me when I get older
maybe one day I will decide to settle down, but I feel
now Im most comfortable just having guy friends that
Ive met and hanging out, I suppose that sounds
somewhat hoeish of me, But I don't know
I think that you should have as much fun as you
possibly can.... one day I'll think about settling down.

waiting.

Waiting is like poison.
It frustates and streeses.
Imaptience is like it's symptom.
Why wait?
For a person.
Or something to happen.
You wait for something
Or someone for hours, which
drags on to days, then eventually
years. But why wait?
Because your stupid.
You wait for something, but
does it ever come. No
Waiting is like a poison that attacks
the soul. Imaptience is like it's symptom
It sneeks upon you when least expecting.
It's stupid to Wait.