thoughts.

So people ask who are you dating?
I sometimes can't explain to people whats up.
But basically Im not the kind of girl who likes
to be all lovey dovey and kissing and hugging.
Yea most girls like the security of a relationship
but guess I'm not most girls. haha
I have never been in love before
I do say I love you to people but usually when I
say it, it's to friends who I actually care about.
I think I don't wanna be held down, but nothing.
So Ive said that If I were to get married and have
like 2 kids, and a 9 to 5 job I would be bored.
I love kids but I fear that I might neglect them.
I don't know what's in store for me when I get older
maybe one day I will decide to settle down, but I feel
now Im most comfortable just having guy friends that
Ive met and hanging out, I suppose that sounds
somewhat hoeish of me, But I don't know
I think that you should have as much fun as you
possibly can.... one day I'll think about settling down.